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This is a war

tardlz4207 Jun 22, 2008
This is something I wrote earlier in response to a member of the My Living Romance Project threatening suicide, for the third time.
My Living Romance, if you haven't heard of it, is a project fighting for the fact that MCR saves lives, they don't take them away.
www.mylivingromance.org check it out, I'm the street team leader


"you CANT let every thing like this get to you! you HAVE to build up your strength!!! please, for the love of God. you only think you're weak because you keep LYING to yourself that you are. but the very fact that you're right here with us shows that you do have strength. trust me angel, i used to be a lot like you. but now, to the world: "fuuck it, just get out of my way" nothing can get me down. you can reach this point too. i know you can.

and angel, i really hate to say this to you
but if ANYONE here gives up, you will have betrayed us all in the worst way possible and torn up EVERYTHING we have accomplished. torn it up and set it to fire.
what's more important:
you giving up and being a loser just cause "oh im so miserable oh im such a freak, an idiot, the world will be better without me"?
or
standing up for what you know is right. THIS IS A WAR WE'RE IN. its a war that has lasted since people first walked this earth. we're not fighting JUST for our band. we're not here JUST to have fun and be together.
we are fighting for the right for acceptance of everyone.
not just so we can walk down the streets safely, but so that future outcasts and misfits can too.
no battle was EVER easy.
you have to toughen up.
so are you really gonna fill yourself with so much godforsaken self pity and stupid, unacceptable excuses that you would jeopardize the future of everything that we stand for?
be serious.
cause i am.
i know i sound harsh, i may sound like a bitch, but bitches get things done. and im telling the god-honest truth.
you wont just be taking yourself out of the picture
you'll be taking all of us out of the picture
there wont be another such powerful, moving entity such as this for another 50 years.
if one of us gives up.
whether they're on the forum, on the myspace, any of our kind.
we might as well all give up.
this is too serious to just piss yourself away.
tighten up. people call yourselves fans, we're more than just fans, each and every one of us is a fighter for our beliefs, act like it.


again, im sorry for sounding like a bitch. but like i said, bitches get things done.
im sorry, but ive been here at this project for a while - fighting with all of my power. this place is my life, and i would do anything for it. once in a while i get a little tired of constantly holding the sword for over a year, and things like this that jeopardize everything i stand for dont make fighting ANY easy at all.


you cant just say "make sure they dont blame mcr" and "tell everyone i said im sorry"
thats not gonna make it better
they're still gonna blame mcr.
and we will have lost another battle
we're still gonna mourn you. and we're still gonna be torn to shreds.
its one terrible thing if some pathetic stupid girl we dont even know [*cough*hannah bond im still mad at you*cough*] goes and messes up big time, but if we lose a part of this project
and we get tied in
all of this goes to hell


*wipes away those tears [of blood] again*
please..."


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About Me:

hi peoples
music saved my life and i'll tell it to the world

i used to try to conform.i tried really, really hard to fit in. that crashed and burned. i dont know why, people just dont..... notice me. there are people that ive gone to school with for 2 years that still dont know my name. but truthfully, im fine with that.
i was raised with basically everything. my mom is into spiritualism while my dad is catholic, for example. i dont judge people - i cant. everyone in the world has the freewill to be who they want to be without someone telling them they're wrong about it.
yes, i used to be suicidal. many times. yes, i used to cut. many times with that too. but i dont anymore. with music and with the friends that ive made though music ive gotten something to hang on to. to live for. love.

the bands i listen to include:
my chemical romance, flyleaf, evanescence, the academy is, panic at the disco, fall out boy, switchfoot, paramore, atreyu, acid sugar, third person triangle, the ascension, stuff like that :D

Poem written for me by my dear friend, Bronnie:
~
In the middle of the night
You'll steal away
I'll be waiting beneath your window
And we'll fly away.

Past the city
With its glaring flourecent lights
Past the feilds
So dark and so strange

We'll reach for the stars
But what goes up
Must come down...

Interests:

being a complete and utter internet addict XD, listening to music, drawing/painting, trying to help as many people as i can.

Favorite Music:

My Chemical Romance [they saved my life], Linkin Park, Paramore, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Atreyu, Panic At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Third Person Triangle [mah buddeh's band!!! im the leader in their street team :}], Acid Sugar [mah other buddeh's band]

Favorite Movies:

interview with a vampire, queen of the damned, exorcism of emily rose

Favorite TV Shows:

i dont watch tv much...

Favorite Books:

The Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer and the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice

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